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about ys Ys is my girl, my slasher DRK that I've had a lot of trouble solidifying my angle for years!Ys is a DRK/ALC/SWORDGIRLWITHMAGIC, that I play up as something of a freelance gleaner who's more interested in good experiences than genuine evil. She's trying to have a 'normal life', with a nest of dragon eggs and a bloody (and recent!) past.She's a bit of a goofball, loves her theatrics, but underneath the 'hoh hoh hoh~'s is an angry, spiteful dork. Formally educated with Sharlayan, and resentful of it! Informally educated by the order of Dark Knights, and resented by it!credits to!suncarrds (whose work I have butchered, thankies!) some adobe black marble texture, uhhh, ff14? and stuff

about me Hey! I'm a sappy dork that plays an evil dragon demon whatever lady! I am actually a HUGE SOFTY and PLEASE FORGIVE MY INSINCERE EDGE. Honestly i'm more likely to play a saturday morning cartoon villain but here we areYs is like, canonically more of a Dark Knight than anything! But I tend to play PLD and SAM more than anything. I'm not super great at the game, and wouldn't recommend roping me in for anything harder than EX difficulty fights!credits to!suncarrds (whose work I have butchered, thankies!) some adobe black marble texture, uhhh, ff14? and stuff

  • world Crystal - balmung

  • timezoneㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤEST.

  • age30's.

  • pronounsㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ masc, but any work!

  • astro signㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤpisces.

  • orientationㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ aromantic.

  • disclaimer hey I like dark themes and might need to drop some trigger warnings for like, spooky ritual stuff, body horror, various traumas (that i swear im not 1:1 projecting!!), and the like! I swear im good vibes, and im not hardcore! And while she is obsessive, yeah again im aromantic lmao

  • creditsuncarrds (whose work I have butchered, thankies!) some adobe black marble texture, zack holmberg's yellow sign uhhh, ff14? and stuff. howard the alien

da rules


DO NOTㅤ get hung up on powerscaling, try not to godmod, dont expect me to react insincerely! and if im going overboard please lemme know :(DO NOT mix up IC/ooc and please mind my boundaries! don't look for a romantic relationship, i gots my feelings on the matter18+ only pleaseI'm old! and like, id rather not feel the implicit need to censor myself harder. I'm not the cool kind of oldand no, my tastes are not like Ys' freakiness ive got lines. like im actually funDO NOTㅤ ambush me with hateful rhetoric! i may play at edgy, but im cooltry to notoverload my brain with GIGANTIC posts, like once it hits past 4 entries my brain struggles to process, this is a me thing. Like I'll type SO slow, I'm not being mean!

DOㅤwork with me collaboratively, I don't care about metagaming as long as it's not just to make you feel like a winner at my expenseDOㅤ look to be a friend first, because frankly the time and effort wouldn't be worth it for you if you didn't like me too!DO let me know if I push any boundaries trying to play up an evil character, or otherwise things get too darkDOㅤbe willing to defend yourself from Ys' antics! and if I'm dm'ing some kind of enemy for us, dunk on it as long as it's a good timeDOhave a nice day for reading these, really i didnt know what to put here


bio

  • nameㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤYs szandeur.

  • ageㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ30's.

  • pronounsㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ She/they

  • raceㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤa normal human being just like you

  • alignmentㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤNeutral evil.

  • jobsㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ'gleaner' 'knight' 'stay-at-home mom'

  • localized inDravania, but the world is hers

  • h e i g h t 5 fulms, 3 ilms.

  • w e i g h tㅤ 165 ponze.

Were she to introduce herself to you, you would never get a clear picture of Ys. She would have you see her as an affable knight in touch with the world, dripping with intrigue and competent beyond her years. Though closer to reality than she'd ever accept, it's far from the truth of the matter.A people-pleaser to a fault, Ys has lost herself in a dependent need on that validation. Their laughter brings her joy, truly and sincerely, even if their screams give her life. There are a great many things that she could blame her flaws on - the heretical magicks, imbibing dragon's blood, shattering her own psyche - but she would much rather own her monstrosity.Given freedom after years of wasted youth, Ys took to the world with grandiose ambitions and hatred burning in her heart. With age, this too would be reflected on as lost time. And though she'd long since abandoned her creeds, she still plays knight - meddling in the affairs of others and living her fantasy.She will have everything she ever wanted - for now, it's a quiet life. Yesterday, it was the world. And before that, nothing.

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LIKES
Theatrics Comedy, tragedy, and of course, mystique.
Violence And yet, to feel just in it - even perversely so.
AdventuringHiking, picking flowers, murder, sightseeing.
Busywork Anything to quiet the mind.
TASTESAdores spicy, savory foods!
DISLIKES
Society Can't fit into it, so her place is above it.
AuthorityExcept her own, though she'd never admit it.
Reality ChecksAnd yet, pretends to be responsible!
Eyes Peculiar hyper-fixation, fear and obsession.
FOOD Not a fan of sweets or hard liquors!
BOONS
Swordplay Particularly keen with longswords.
Dark Arts Meditations on violence, put into practice.
Monstrosity Morbidly robust, and cunning in her ways.
Alchemy For want of field work, adequate in lab work.
Naturalism An accomplished gleaner in her own right.
BANES
Delusional Lost in her own world, sharing it with you.
Naive Despite trying to look cynical, too idealistic.
Unstable The cool facade slips alarmingly fast.
Artless One needs a muse for the art of killing.
Scatterbrained Easily distracted, often lost in thought.

gallery WIP!

timeline


i.

Blurry Childhood Memories


Born in the backwaters of Dravania, Ys came about as the bastard child of two strays from different worlds. Her mother drifted far from her ivory towers stooping down to her father's level, or so she would tell herself as she left her mutt behind.Taught to swing a sword in between ramblings about 'family curses' and 'dark arts', Ys would learn a great many things before following her estranged mother to New Sharlayan in her formative years.Her homeland does not want her, anyway. Even though she was a mistake, it would be a grave one well to leave the brat behind as her kin sought out scapelizards for their typical witch-hunts. Half Elezen or not.

ii.

Institution


Working towards an apprenticeship with the Gleaners, Ys would fumble her way through a broad array of Life Sciences and Aetherology courses...until catching the attention of the wrong circles.Poorly socialized and among the upper crust, it took time for her to find a group to attach herself to - playing knight as she merrily picked flowers with her beloved companions.And yet, it was not meant to be - a tragic happening occuring in the ▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ costing them their lives for the mistake of getting too close. The rumors of the girl who ▇▇▇ ▇▇▇ ▇▇▇ ▇▇▇ ▇▇▇ spread rapidly, the sealing of the Rhapsodies Quadrangle expedited before anything else became an open secret.

iii.

Doomed from the Start


Though wholly corrupted and inherently heretical, Ys would find herself back in her hometown after she was politely asked not to follow her mother during the exodus of New Sharlayan.After years of working in his shadow, Ys would walk away from a heated disagreement believing herself his slayer. She was too blinded by rage, to say nothing of the Calamity's fire rendering him to ash before her eyes.Once again absolved of her sins and escaping the consequences of her actions, Ys wanders deliriously into Coerthas feeling colder than the snow battering her burning body.

iv.

Homecoming


Ys would return to one of the only places she had any familiarity with, despite the pit in her stomach as she would emerge in New Sharlayan. Though the hearths are now dark, the halls cold, she is at home again.The town wears a new name, the faces have changed, and yet she continues to skulk around her neighbors fearing Inquisition agents among the friendly faces - or worse, Sharlayans.Biding her time and earning coin to fill her belly, these quiet years pass by like a blur, the edge going dull.

v.

A World Without Song


The end of the Dragonsong War brought Ys little peace but the illusion of a home in Ishgard. And yet, a certain interloper saw fit to break the seals on the Rhapsodies Quadrangle and allow Ys to traipse about as she sees fit.And seeing something that filled her with the greatest sense of dread and joy, sought to relive the experience - over and again.Consumed by pareidolia, Ys begins to see ▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ everywhere...everywhere but within herself. And there's a whole world to see, just her and ▇▇▇▇▇.

vi.

Letting Go


It's unclear what motivated Ys to 'move on', though were you to ask her she would tell you it's the power of friendship...what happened to other friends, pray tell?Excommunicated by the Holy See and formally terminated by the Gleaner's Guildship, it's a matter of perspective whether she's a pariah or a free-agent.She claims to have seen the world for what it is, but in truth, has come to fear it seeing her for what she is.


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ㅤThe Family Curseㅤ

  • history

  • short-long term

  • ishgard country bumpkin lore

Those who had the distinct pleasure of growing up in the middle of nowhere Dravania may have heard about the child of a washed-up knight and an unwanted scholar, or gods forbid met her.Ishgardians and their ilk may have heard talk of the lizard child over the mountains, perhaps of the treacherous dark knight who purportedly slew her own father. And now, an urban legend whispering on the wind from the corpse of New Sharlayan.

ㅤThe Sharlayan Connectionㅤ

  • job/history/travels

  • short-long term

  • Sharlayan plotlines

Over a decade ago, New Sharlayan was a thriving hub of knowledge and power until its denizens fled back over the sea. They left behind much, and Ys has trouble letting go.Despite being excommunicated, and indignantly aligned against these people...she haunts her old colleagues, makes dealings with the scum of their ranks, and has seemingly been working to ingratiate herself to her peers. She's not subtle, she's obsessed.

ㅤJust Passing Throughㅤ

  • travels

  • short term

  • no-fuss hey im in town

A humble 'gleaner' just blew into town, which is always an ill omen. But there's a certain wrongness to her aloof gaze, her words coaxing the strangest feelings.Oftentimes, this is a matter of social awkwardness, a little discretion and a goofy smile working wonders to ease the stillness of the air. And yet, other times, it's hard to look away knowing full well what's about to happen.

ㅤA Gatherer of Thingsㅤ

  • jobs/rumors/travel

  • short-long term

  • gleaner gig

Whether it's maintaining a ruse or offering her services out of the kindness of her heart, Ys is surprisingly reliable at foraging, scavenging, and other legitimate means of 'acquisitions' as she'd call it...rather than playing fetch.However, everything has a price - and those who strike deals with her may realized they got more than they bargained for. While this may sound overtly malicious, this often simply manifests as an inappropriate attachment to her 'new friends'.

ㅤToil and Troubleㅤ

  • Job

  • short term

  • alchemist gig

Though she admittedly squandered much of her time at New Sharlayan, Ys did show a good deal of promise in a laboratory setting. Her services are for sale, but results may vary...and how the hell did you even get her number?Herbal remedies, salves, potions, and elixirs are elementary matters - textbook even. However, all work and no play makes Ys a dull girl!Explosives, narcotics, poisons, exotic extracts, dubious glands of unknown origin...fun stuuuuff, haha. Fun stuuuuuff.

The Echoing Eyeㅤ

  • history/rumors/travels

  • long term, one shots possible

  • evil story stuff

No amount of red tape could stop people from whispering about what happened that night in New Sharlayan, though details became muddied by the hasty cover-ups.Now all that's left is a conspiracy left behind like an embarrassing pet project, untied loose ends, and unexplained murders with victims noted as having their ▇▇▇▇ ▇▇▇ ▇▇▇.One may find themselves following a lead, or find themselves at the wrong place and the wrong time. No witnesses...
( Don't worry I won't kill you :( )

bonds



Bruewyn

Conspirator, confidant


For a person who clings to paranoid delusions so readily, Ys couldn't help but cling to this information broker's side...perhaps it's the scar?Ys speaks freely, perhaps too freely, and is as usual fortunate to surround herself in well-meaning people.


Lyezal

Witness, Witness me


A fool who found herself wandering into Ys' turf, following in the footsteps of victims in search of forbidden magics. This one got off easy, and got what she wanted.Friendship!~


Nulune

A like mind


Ys met this knightly sort in the casual comfort of a burlesque with a mutual friend, the silks suiting her much nicer than the steel.Though fawning over her stoic companion at first, in time she found a surprising amount of genuine common ground.


whoa whos

this sexy beast


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BOONS
Swordplay Proficient with blades, with particular training in the use of longswords.
Dark Arts Took on the family business as a young woman, summoned demons as a teenager.
Natural SciencesStudied as a gleaner, with a lot of misspent time in dank labs practicing alchemy.
Monstrosity Mutated by dragon's blood and further corrupted in her quest for power, she's become quite robust.
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Haruka

A good Influence


Ys is damned lucky she met Haruka when she did - the stars aligned for her to be mere food for thought.Deeply dissociating, Ys would find ironic clarity in her hypnotic friend's words.

" The way of an eagle in the air; the way of a serpent upon a rock; the way of a ship in the midst of the sea... "